:)

Missing You.

Wishing you were in my arms.

iloveyou.

i'm getting old

and needing caffeine in the morning now. i was doing excederin for the last couple of mornings. but today, i decided coffee is probably the healthier option.

would you like to chit or would you like to chat?

look closely and you will find a lovely place

places, places with memories,

unforgotten places we find in surprising memorable places.

filled with love and beginnings.

muah

it-is-was

really beautiful. and wonderful. and fruitful.

and it made you long. and forget. and dread. and dream.

it faded. and appeared again. and sweetened. and stared. and starred. and stirred.

you are a sweet kid. the sweetest kid.

workout log (for july 4th, 5th and 7th)

50 minutes kick boxing
10 minutes abs

ps
start weight back in february was 137 lbs. current weight: 128 lbs. goal weight: 110-113 lbs.

early morning sports talk/chat

l: so it sounds like 4 is coming back
m: coolio
m: how bout odom
l: probably not with the G though
m: g?
l: G in the helmet
m: oh i thought you meant walton
m: shheesh
l: you know
m: where's he going
l: how they will be ritiring his jersey in game 1?
m: sigh
m: where's he going
7:45 AM
l: i was thinking if he played for another team, specifically a conference rival such as the Vikings, then he will be getting his jersey retird and walk across the field to play on game one vs the G
m: shheesh
m: what the hell
m: i feel bad
l: don't, mebe he will stay rited
l: rited?
l: retired...
l: you know what really sucks....is the G don't want hi to come back....understandably so because it screws up their off season plans
m: i know
l: i hope he stays retired to avoid seeing him on another team, i hope he finds peace in living a regular life
m: the worst feeling is i don't know how to feel
m: like i wanna see him back
m: but i feel bad
m: for aaron rodgers
m: and g-bay
m: so i'm torn
l: however if he can't. if he just has to play, it'll probably be with the bears
7:50 AM
m: fuck!
l: well
l: the story is that in the next 10 days the packers will be receiving a letter from 4 asking to be unretired
they then have the option of getting him back or cutting him, if they cut him he can go anywhere he wants
m: well
m: if he wants to come back
m: he should consider being the second string
m: which is fuckin weird
m: but only fair
m: man
l: i remember when Joe Montana left for the Chiefs, a little bit of me went with him, but the bigger piece of me stayed with Young.
m: i'm cussing too much bubu
m: yes but
m: you can't compare young to rodgers
m: at least not yet
l: true
l: bubu
m: i don't even know the kid yet
m: ?
l: we sound like message boarders
l: what i know about Rodgers is that he already dissed the fans, saying he didn't care what the fans wanted
m: well
m: youc an't blame him
7:55 AM
m: gbay fans (me included) are pretty much the most tunnel visioned fans in the world
m: gbay fans = favre fans
l: it should be interesting, must imagine the G are ready to move forward, considering they sent 4 his locker to his house and will retire his jersey on week 1
l: mebe he will go to the 49ers
l: sweeeeeeet
l: this means you might actually see him in the flesh one day!!!!!
l: woooo
l: woooo
8:00 AM
m: not as fun as it sounds to me still